Unsaying thoughts

Khud pe meri mohobbat ka asar paayegi... Ek din yaadei meri aankhei teri bhar laayengi... Chala jaunga ek din hamesha ke lie teri raaho se... Jab kisii or ko basaa legi apni baaho mei... Dhoondhti rahio fir kabhi nai milunga tujhe... Kabhi to ehsaas hoga kyu pyaar nai kia tune mujhe... Jab main nai hounga sirf meri yaadei sataayengi... Haa ek din yaadei meri aankhei teri bhar laayengi... Jab hojaayegi tu kisii or ki to shayad dekh nai paaunga... Usse pehle hi teri zindagi mei apne hone ka ehsaas kho jaaunga... Chala jaaunga tujhse door kahi dhoondh naa payegi... Ek din yaadei meri aankhei teri bhar laayengi... Door talak jab chaand niklega dekh usse muskaayegi... Lekin mann hi mann jab uss chaand ko dekhke tujhe meri ki hui tere lie saari tareefei yaad aayengi... Wo yaadei bhi teri aankhei bhar layengi... Shauk nai thha likhne ka par tujh tak ye baat pohochana chahta hoon... Kal bhi tera tha kal bhi tera hounga or aaj bhi tera hi hoon... Apna waada kia pura nibhaaunga....

There was a forever promised to me... isn't it? But darling, where were you when 2 am thoughts gave me sleepless nights and all i needed was you? . Where were you when my repeated calls were ignored knowing that tomorrow may not turn up at all? . Where were you when my ugly nightmares kept me wide awake but you slept? . Where were you when i needed to cry? . Where all these promises buried when i needed them the most? . Darling, your words don't make me feel better until your actions match them head to toe. . And always remember, I would not give you even a chance to ask me this question.Yes, i'll always be there for you till my last breath... So, stay happy take care of yourself... . Always yours❤

Jo meri hasi mere aansu tujhpe vaar rakhe ae... Jinki tujhe khabar tak nahin... Aise ilzaam jo lagaaye tujhpe vo bebuniyaad karte ae... Chal aaj tujhko azaad karte ae... Chal nai bataayenge ab ki kitna pyaar karte ae... Ek chhota sa safar tujhe milke tujhe khone tak ka jhooth nai bolunga vo safar duniya thha meri... Meri vo jo duniya thhi use bhula kar ek naya agaaz karte ae... Chal aaj tujhko azaad karte ae... Chal nai bataayenge tujhko ki kitna pyaar karte ae... Taras mat khaana meri surat dekhkar bataana mujhko vohi jo sach ae... Tere dil me mere lie ishq nai... Haa mushkil hoga mere lie... Chal aaj is mushkil se datt kar ladte ae... Chal aaj tujhko azaad karte ae... Chal nai bataayenge tujhko ki kitta pyar karte ae... Aaj ek guzaarish ae tumse ki fir mudke naa dekhna mujhko... Tujhe pata nai teri nazar mujhpe kya sitam dhaati ae... Kahi fir naa ajau tere pichhe chal aaj aakhiri baar baat karte ae... Chal aaj tujhko azaad karte ae... Chal ab nai bataayenge tujhko ...

Ek awaaz kaafi ae hazaaro ke shor mei... Wo ek jugnoo se ishq karta ae taaro ke daur mei... Khwaabo mei rehta ae khayaalo ki baat karta ae... Ek yaar rakhta ae hazaaro ki hod mei... Wo ek jugnoo se ishq karta ae taaro ke daur mei... Maut ke behad kareeb jaakar zindagi ko paata hun... Main kho chuka hoon tujhe fir bhi bhot chaahta hun... Bejaan sukhe patte hawaa ke isharo pe behte hai jaise... Teri khushboo pe mere paao ther jaate ae vaise... Tanhaai ke andhero mei main andhero sa jagmagaata hun... Main kho chuka hoon tujhe fir bhi bhot chaahta hun... Ab intezaar bhi nai ae or aitbaar bhi nai ae... Ab izhaar bhi nai karna par pyar to vahi ae... Dil hi dil me rokar main zamaane mei muskuraata hun... Main kho chuka hu tujhe fir bhi bhot chaahta hun... Vida leti ae mujhse yaadei teri par main bhulaaoon kaise? Samajh bhi jaau iss mod ko to dil ko apne samjhaau kaise? Tujhse door daudta hu to tere paas chala aata hun... Main kho chuka hun tujhe fir bhi bhot chaahta hun... ...

Mere haal ko dekhke muskuraati hogi... Mumkin h usse apne din yaad aate honge... Main usse dekhke sharma jaata hun... Na jaane vo kisse dekhke sharmaati hogi... Itna aasan nai uske dil kaa raasta... Khushnaseeb hi vaha tak pohoch paate honge... Zabardasti kareeb jaane ko jee nai chahta... Vo khaas logo ko hi paas bulati honge... Mujhe mauka nai milta nazdeek jaane ka... Kitne bewakuf honge vo jo usse chhod jaate honge... Mohobbat ke baad mohobbat karna possible ho ae shayad... Lekin kisiiko toot ke chahna ek hi baar ho pata hai... Jab aahat si koi lagti thhi to lagta thha tum ho... Jab mausam leta thha angdaai to lagta thha tum ho... Afsaana mere chehre ki udaasi kaa jab jab aaya... Aate aate jo khushi nai aayi thhi na... Wo tum ho... Main sunaaunga kahaaniya teri... Teri badi si aankhon ki kahaani jisme aaj bhi mera doob jaane ka dil karta hai... Aksar raato ko baat karte karte mere bolte bolte tere sojaane ke baare mein... Tere naraaz hojaane pe mere ghanto manaan...

Tujhe paa to lia thha maine par tujhe apna banaa na saka... Jiski raate mere bina hoti naa thi... Jo mujhe ly bole bina soti naa thi... Jo mujhse kuchh bhi chhupa ke reh naa paati thhi... Jo mere khilaaf koi baat seh nai paati thhi... Jo din meri muskuraahat se khatam mujhpe karti thhi.. Jo mere lie jeeti mere lie marti thhi... Aaj kaha kho gayi hai? Uske kho jaane pe mai rok laga naa saka... Paa to lia thha par tujhe apna banaa na saka... Shuruaat me to socha karlunga tujhe apne itne kareeb ke jaane nai dena... Chaahe kuchh bhi hojaaye iss rishte ke beech kisi teesre ko aane nai dena... Par shayad bhul gaya thaa main ki tu haatho mei to aagyi thhi mere par tujhe lakeeron mei likhwa naa saka... Paa to lia thha tujhe maine par tujhe apna banaa naa saka...