Unsaying thoughts

Maine socha thha churalu tere honthon ki ye nami... Kahin reh na jaye mere pyar mei koi kami... Chaahe laakh dukh uthhane pad jaaye mujhe... Bass sirf teri hi karke jaau ye aasman or ye zameen... Lekin ab hummein tummei jo thha wo khatm hogya... Aakhri mod pr main akela reh gaya... Maine koshish bhot ki rokne ki magar... Pehle dil baad mei main toot gaya... Seene mei di jagah maine jis pyar ko... Vo meri aankhon se beh hi gaya... Haan! Tere jaane ka dukh to ae pr usse zyada khushi ae ki tu mere saath se zyada mere bina zyada khush rehti ae...! Bass pyar meri kahin adhoora reh gaya kahi, main sochta reh gaya ye mujhse kyu nai kuchh kehti ae...! Tere jaane ka gum to aaj bhi ae...!

Ek raat khuda ne hume rehmat mei dii thhi... Ek main thha ek tu thhi or kuchh din puraani aashiqui thhi... Pehli baar kisi ka haath pakadna achha lagra thha... Pehli baar kisi ka jhhut sachha lagra thha... Har chaahat ko bhula chuka tha tujhko paane ke lie... Khudse bhi dur jaa chuka thha sirf tere paas aane ke lie... Jo khwaab dekhe the inn aankhon ne unhe bhi bhul chuka thha teri haqeekat mei khho jaane ke lie... Kya yaad ae wo raat? Toot gaya har ek taara tere saath ke saath... Ab to ye chaadar aasman baaki ae chhoona chhod dia tujhe... Par aaj bhi inn haathho par tere nishaan baaki ae... Dil to jud gaya waqt ki gond se bass yaadon se toota ye insaan baaki ae... Marna bhi chaahta hu mar mar nahi sakta... Wo kya ae naah muthhi bhar seene mei jaan abhi baaki ae... Kitne fool teri yaadon ke panno mei chhupaye baithha hu... Tera chehra to kabka main bhul chuka hota par apne hi sapno se dhhoka khaaye baitha hu... Ab to rehmat mei khuda se tujhe mangne ki aadat si hogyi ae...

Doori ban gayi ae fir bhi lagta ae kuchh nazdeekiya abhi baaki ae... Aankhei milti nai fir bhi ashqon mei tu baaki ae... Ek ummeed ae nayi duniya banane ki... Khwaab dikhte nai fir bhi khayaalo mei teri surat abhi baaki ae... Doori ban gayi fir bhi lagta ae kuchh nazdeekiya abhi baaki ae Aankhei band hote hi tumhara khwaab or khulte hi tumhara chehra dikhe ye khwaayish abhi bhi baaki ae... Door beshaq kitna ho gaye ho dil ko teri yaad ab bhi aati ae... Doori ban gayi fir bhi lagta ae kuchh nazdeekiya abhi bhi baaki ae... Tumhe dekhke in dhhadkano ka tezz chalna in hawaaon ka ek dum se ruk jaana... Tere khwaabo khaayalo mei rehna mera ab bhi baaki ae... Doori ban gayi fir bhi lagta ae kuchh nazdeekiya abhi baaki ae...

Toote dil ko maine jaise zakhm ka naam diya ae... Usse panno pe utaara to logo ne nazm ka naam diya ae... Zindagi se ladta main fighter ban gya... Dekh na tere liye aaj main writer ban gya... Chal maan liya maine galti meri thi maine izhaar kabhi kiya hi nai... Par agar meri aankhon mei kabhi tu dekh leti to koi raaz rehta hi nai... Tujhe pata ae kitna waqt hogya or tune mera haal bi nai puchha? Main tere lie apna to kabhi bi nai thha... Par koi dusra bi to nai thha na? Meri kavitaaon mein maine apni rooh ko jhhoka ae... Tere lie naa dhadke dil ko bi bhot roka ae... Par na dil maan ne vala ae naa tu aane vali ae... Mere dosto k lie to tu abhi bhi meri waali ae...

Na jaane yeh kaisi zindagaani ae... Zindagi to bass ek ankahin kahani ae... Kya yaad aati ae vo raato ki baatei? Ya bhul baithi ho hamare kisse puraane? Vo ladna vo jhagadna vo tumhara roothna or fir hamaara manana... Kya yeh sab ek pal ki ravaani ae? Zindagi to bass ek pal ki kahani ae... Bhool baithi ho tum hame bhul baithi ho hamari mohobbat ko...? Chhod gyi mujhe akele iss lambi si zindagi bitaane ko...? Naa jaane yeh kaisi zindagaani ae...? Zindagi to bass ek ankahin kahani ae Khush to bhot hogi tum apni nayi mohobbat se nayi baate batane ko... Jo mohobbat seekhi ti mujhse vo usse nibhane ko... Lagta ae tu mere dard se anjaani ae Zindagi to bass ek ankahin kahani ae...

Shayad maine tujhse kabhi pyar na kiya... Aisi konsi door thhi jo teri jhoothhi kasmo o mei uljha raha..? Usne kaha main teri hu tu mera nahi Aise waado se kabhi inkaar naa kiya... Shayad maine tujhse kabhi pyar na kiya... Kya yaad ae tujhe tune apne dosto ki khaatir mujhe kaise bhulaya ae..? Fir bi tera yaar har mehfil chhod tere paas aya ae... Shayad maine hi achha naa kiya... Shayad maine tujhse kabhi pyar hi naa kiya... A pna har lafz sirf tere liye sambhala hai... Apna chaand bi sirf tujhe hi kaha hai... Fir bhi naa jaane kyu tune mujhe kabhi accept naa kiya... Shayad maine tujhse kabhi pyar hi naa kiya... Kya bhul gyi tu tere har dard ko maine apnaya ae...? Sard raaton mei bhi maine tera saath nibhaya ae... Tere kisi bi marz mei tujhe chhod naa diya... Shayad maine tujhse kabhi pyar hi naa kiya...

Ae kaash ki fir kabhi aisa ho jaye Ki teri meri raahein mil jaaye... Wo jo chhod aaya hu khudko dur kahi Kabhi mile tumse to khudko mil jaaye... Ae kaash ki fir kabhi aisa ho jaye Ki chalte chalte teri meri aankhei mil jaaye... Main dekhu tujhe tu nihaare mujhe Ek khoya hua sa wo humsafar firse mil jaaye... Ae kaash ki fir kabhi aisa ho jaye Ki uthhu subah to ek sapna sachha ho jaaye... Vo jo chhod aaya hu dil apna kahin Tukda tukda vo tere siine mei mil jaaye ... Ae kaash ki fir kabhi aisa ho jaaye Ki jab tujhe uss rab se maangu main tu mujhe mil jaaye... Jo mannat ek toot te hue taare se aaj tak maangta raha main Vo mannat meri puri ho jaaye... Ae kaash ki fir kabhi aisa ho jaaye