Unsaying thoughts

Sach kahu? Uske jaane ka gum to aaj bhi ae... Par kya fayeda jab usse faraq hi nai padta, toh ab main bi kisse zikar karta? Sach kahu? Uski yaad to aaj bi bhot ati ae... Par kya fayeda inn yaadon ka jo sirf mujhe rulaati ae? Sach kahu? Usse dekhne ka mann to aaj bhi bhot karta ae... roz roz usse facebook pr search to karta hu,Par kya fayeda uska to mujhse baat karne ka mann tak nai karta ae! Sach kahu? Main aaj bi tere lie duniya se ladd jata hu... Or kahi naa kahi teri parchhayi ko dekh kar hi khush ho jata hu... Par kya fayeda iss khushi ka bhi jab main tujhe hi khush nai kar pata hu? Sach kahu? Kahin na kahin pyar main aaj bhi usse karta hu... Badla kuch nai ae kehne se to aaj bhi darta hu... Par kya fayeda uss pyar ka bhi jo sirf main hi usse karta hu? Sach kahu? Ab tujhe bhula dene ki kasam khani ae... Tujhe dil dimag har jagah se nakalne ki thhani ae... Par kya fayeda tu to mujhe bhul chuki ae... yaad to tujhe meri tab bhi nai aani ae... Sach kahu? Aaj bhi r...

Tu nahi mili hoti to shayad khud se main na mila hota... Iss masoom se chehre pr ye chand na khila hota... Kaise inn jazbaato ko apne mei kar kisi se itna ghula nai hota... Tu nahi mili hoti to shayad khud se main naa mila hota ... Yaad aate ae vo din jab tu meri hua karti thhi... Zamaane ki chinta nahi mujhe sirf teri fikar hua karti thhi... Shayad aaj mujhe apna itna khayaal naa hota... Tu nahi mili hoti to shayad khud se main naa mila hota ... Toot jaate ae rishte bhi... chhoot jaate ae naate bhi... Inn bure dino mein bhi khud fool ki tarah naa khila hota... Agar tu nahi mili hoti to shayad khud se main naa mila hota

Yaar saare chhootenge jab apne mujhse roothenge... tab mere hi geeto se chunkar koi geet sunaogi kya? Waapis firse aaogi kya? Jab sab kuchh mera chhoot jayega... mera hona mit jayega...mujhse pyar jatane mujhe pyar dikhaogi kya? Bolo naa wapis firse aogi kya? Mera hona khaas naa hoga... main zinda hu ya mar gya kisi ko aabhaas naa hoga... fir shaant kahi main tumko yaad karunga... dil ek baar fir tere naam karunga...chhupa mera dil apne aanchal mei...firse tum muskuraogi kya? Waapis firse aaogi kya? Chhupa ke apne dil mein tumhe ye zindagi tumhare naam karunga...nahi mila kuch jo mujhe ye bandagi tumhare naam karunga...dil mei mera naam chhupa ke ek br firse pyar dikhaogi kya ? Waapis firse aaogi kya?

Haan main samajhta hu par kya tum samajhti ho..? Jab maine apne dosto or tum mei se tumhe chuna... Kya tum samajhti ho. .? Aaj tak kisise seedhe muh baat nai kari par tumhe babu bana diya yarr... Kya tum samajhti ho? Apni 3 saal ki dosti tumhari 3 mahine ki attachment k liye maine sacrifice kardi... Par kya tum samajhti ho..? Haan tum chaahe meri sirf dost hi ho lekin agar maine tumse waada kiya ki main hmesha care karunga to karta hu... Lekin kya tum sach mei samajhti ho..? Tumhare against ek word bi sunna mujhe pasand nahi pr vhi agar tumhare liye main kisise lad jau to tum mujhse disturb hojaati ho... main aisa kyu karta hu..? Kya tum samajhti ho..? Main kisise thhoda pyar se baat karlu to kitna sunati ho par vahi tum kisii or ko pyar bolo... haan yarr hota hu main jealous... Par kya tum samajhti ho..?

Naa koi kal thha naa koi aaj hai Naa koi saath tha naa koi saath hai Apni life jo bnani ae ap banayie Naa pehle ksiko fark thha naa kisiko ab hai... Toot gye vo rishte jo ek samay par vaada krte rehte thhe nahi chhodenge chahe kuch bhi ho.. Ab galti hamari nikal kr hume hi krte ae ignore jse glti unki nahi sach mei hamari ho... Khair yeh duniya ae yha rehna ae to ek bt yd rkhna... Jaanwar paal lena pr kbhi galat fehmi mat paalna... Duniya ae yeh yha dokhe bhi utne ae jitne log... Inke chakkar mei naa jaane kitno ne le liye rog... Bass naa koi kal thha naa koi aaj hai Kal bi kuchh bann gye to achha nai to kal bhi koi nahi hoga❤

Woh zarur ayegi usne kaha tha woh zarur ayegi... Thhodi der se ayegi par woh zarur ayegi... Haan! Thhoda time lgaygi par woh zarur ayegi ... Usne kaha padhai par dhyan dena ae family pressure ae nahi kia to family ko kya batayegi? Padhayi khatm hote hi woh zarur ayegi ... Bass yahi aas lie main intezaar krta rha,lekin aaj usne achanak kaha ki woh nahi ayegi ! Woh nahi ayegi... Maine puchha to usne kaha wo sab bachpana tha bachpane se bahar aao,ab woh saara time apne dosto mei bitaayegi... Ab Woh nahi ayegi ... Main janta hu ki woh jhuth bolri ae feelings mere lie usme bi kabhi na kabhi zarur ayegi... Main uske pass hu ya na hu meri yaad usse hmesha satayegi... Pr kuch bi ho ek din woh zarur ayegi ...!!