Unsaying thoughts

Ek awaaz kaafi ae hazaaro ke shor mei... Wo ek jugnoo se ishq karta ae taaro ke daur mei... Khwaabo mei rehta ae khayaalo ki baat karta ae... Ek yaar rakhta ae hazaaro ki hod mei... Wo ek jugnoo se ishq karta ae taaro ke daur mei... Maut ke behad kareeb jaakar zindagi ko paata hun... Main kho chuka hoon tujhe fir bhi bhot chaahta hun... Bejaan sukhe patte hawaa ke isharo pe behte hai jaise... Teri khushboo pe mere paao ther jaate ae vaise... Tanhaai ke andhero mei main andhero sa jagmagaata hun... Main kho chuka hoon tujhe fir bhi bhot chaahta hun... Ab intezaar bhi nai ae or aitbaar bhi nai ae... Ab izhaar bhi nai karna par pyar to vahi ae... Dil hi dil me rokar main zamaane mei muskuraata hun... Main kho chuka hu tujhe fir bhi bhot chaahta hun... Vida leti ae mujhse yaadei teri par main bhulaaoon kaise? Samajh bhi jaau iss mod ko to dil ko apne samjhaau kaise? Tujhse door daudta hu to tere paas chala aata hun... Main kho chuka hun tujhe fir bhi bhot chaahta hun... ...

Mere haal ko dekhke muskuraati hogi... Mumkin h usse apne din yaad aate honge... Main usse dekhke sharma jaata hun... Na jaane vo kisse dekhke sharmaati hogi... Itna aasan nai uske dil kaa raasta... Khushnaseeb hi vaha tak pohoch paate honge... Zabardasti kareeb jaane ko jee nai chahta... Vo khaas logo ko hi paas bulati honge... Mujhe mauka nai milta nazdeek jaane ka... Kitne bewakuf honge vo jo usse chhod jaate honge... Mohobbat ke baad mohobbat karna possible ho ae shayad... Lekin kisiiko toot ke chahna ek hi baar ho pata hai... Jab aahat si koi lagti thhi to lagta thha tum ho... Jab mausam leta thha angdaai to lagta thha tum ho... Afsaana mere chehre ki udaasi kaa jab jab aaya... Aate aate jo khushi nai aayi thhi na... Wo tum ho... Main sunaaunga kahaaniya teri... Teri badi si aankhon ki kahaani jisme aaj bhi mera doob jaane ka dil karta hai... Aksar raato ko baat karte karte mere bolte bolte tere sojaane ke baare mein... Tere naraaz hojaane pe mere ghanto manaan...