Unsaying thoughts

Yun to ye mohobbat baar baar hui hai laakh baar hui hai par jo tumse thha vo kuchh alag hi thha... Teri yaadei aaj bhi iss dil mei taaza hai... Tu door hi sahi mujhse par humnava aaj bhi mere lie uss khuda se zyada h... Ishq ki siyaahi(ink) se tera mera naam likha jaayega... Tum bura to nai maanoge ki tumhe fir badnaam kiya jaayega? Kabhi mere ishq ko ishq samajh lia hota to aaj baat hi kuchh or hoti... To aaj main shayar nai hota or tu meri shaayari nai hoti... Beete hui raatei tere naam hogyi... Pata nai chala kab tumse ishq karte karte hamaari pehchaan kho gayii...

Ek khayaal uska or muskuraahat labo se jaati nai... Kaise batau ye jaadu hai kya? Har baat alfaazo mei kahi jaati nai... Kaise kahun ki jalti hai ye baarish ki boondei bhi mujhse... Kabzaa kisii or ka iss rooh pe pehle se hi wo seh paati nai... Ek khyaal uska or muskuraahat labo se jaati nai... Nasha itna ae iss dil mei uske saath ka... Ki baarish bhi chhuu ke hume nasha karne se rok paati nai... Ek khyal uska or muskuraahat labo se jaati nai... Usse zaroorat hi nai baarish mei saath bheegne ki judne ke lie... Uske ek zikr par jo laal hota hai chehra mera... Sharm ki syaahi mei likhi uski vo mohobbat mai chhupa paata nai... Ek khyal uska or muskuraahat labo se jaati nai... Fir kya? Ek waqt aaya kho dia usne uss pyar ko... Ittefaq tha tera milna or bichhadna naseeb thha... Utni hi dooriyan kyu de gayi tu? Jitni kareebi tujhse azeez hai mujhe...

Sun? Wo jo vaade kie thhe naa tune mujhse unka hisaab chayie mujhe... Pyar tu kar ya mat kar ab koi fark nai padta lekin tere har ek jhuthh ka jawaab chayie mujhe... Wo jo waqt diya thha tujhe usme dekha har ek khwaab chayie mujhe... Yaad tu mujhe kar yaa mat kar koi gile shikhwe nai... Lekin mere saare aansuon ka khitaab chayie mujhe... Kuchh tohfe die thhe tujhe unko kabhi apne paas mat rakhna... Or agar kabhi kisii cheeze ko dekhke meri yaad aa bhi jaaye to bhulke bhi mere vaapis aane ka koi ehsaas mat rakhna... Raat raat bhar tere kisse suna karta thha... Unn kahaaniyo me churaayi hui neend chayie mujhe... Or vo pal vo kasme shaayad tere lie kuchh naa ho lekin un palo me mujhse lia mera yakeen chayie mujhe...